No words come forth as I sit and write,
My heart weighs heavy and my thoughts seem trite.
Ive lost the spark that once burned so bright,
I feel defeated with no strength to fight.
I walk alone and feel out of place,
Why cant I just be secure in his grace?
Im not happy that I have lost it all,
In desperation on the ground I crawl.
I let the agony and the fear spread,
My face says I am alive but I feel dead.
At my core I know it will never be,
So my thoughts race and the good memories flee.
I cant fake it any longer that I am okay,
When I barely have the strength to get through the day.
Im not going to end this with cheer,
I just hope that despair wont come near.
God, protect me from the prison of sorrow,
Get me through another tomorrow.
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