I want to come into a season of brand new,
Where the pain of your absence isn't present or true.
You have moved on now, along with your life,
Long gone are the days when I played the role of a person in strife.
The memories of us are stained all over this town,
Visions of us appear and I cant help but frown.
Not because I miss everything we once were,
Mostly because instead of choosing me, you chose her.
I feel the hatred that radiates from your heart,
You made your point clear with how you chose to part.
Sometimes I see old friends that knew us as one,
They can't believe the us is over and done.
Change is good but I have had my fair share,
But I know now that staying with you was a snare.
The pride and the lies consumed who you are,
And now you have wandered from home so far.
It breaks my heart to see who you have become,
Tears fill my eyes and the pain beats like a drum.
But the pain of being alone is far less,
Than staying with you so chaotic in your mess.
Without the Lord above watching over me,
I wouldn't be free to just explore who I want to be.
So I walk with a limp of a scar that lies,
In a part of my soul that tries.
To love with all I am because that is the way,
God made me to accept the fray.
I have hope of a better life ahead,
Truly you are walking into the land of nothing but dead.
Sorrow today is a temporary feeling,
My life no longer has a ceiling.
I wont stop until I reach my dream,
At that time I will happily scream.
Freedom has come from Jesus so capable,
Yes, you can believe it, my God is able.
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